What stopped me, what broke me, what revived me.

What have I been doing for the past 10 months?

My notebooks are full yet I have not written much here.

What stopped me? What broke me? What made me doubt and sabotage myself for months? And finally what made me feel fully ALIVE again? 

It’s now summer 2017.

The past several months were packed with events, including the one I feared most. Yes, some of the events were about death.  Some felt like death…  As painful as many of the events were – I didn’t know how to deal with them other than doing the inner, spiritual, and creative work. Coming face to face with the ego and the soul.

However – on the other side of the spectrum, life continues to be beautiful, fulfilling, peaceful.  I’m satisfied with my work and I feel things are going in a good direction. Someone recently said: you have  wonderful lifestyle. And I agree. True blessing. 

It was dark, it was light, and everything in between, intertwined in the experience of life  – in which we must engage fully, to experience what we desire most:  true fulfillment.

I’m sharing now, because it’s easier to write having a clarity in place of confusion. And that writing is the type of a creative project for me that changes everything on the inside and brings peace, perspective and order. 

“I’ve come to believe that creativity is the mechanism that allows learning to seep into our being and become practice.” – Brene Brown 

Over the next few weeks I will write about the following, absolutely sure I will add some topics to this list:

(Live links will indicate the already published posts. I’m writing this on July 10th so it may take me two weeks to write about it all)

  1. September. Deep work with a spiritual mentor.  Revisiting the past. Bliss of solitude. {Spain}
  2. Destructive force of judgement. “What is it that I don’t want to hear?”  Why people would rather die than be wrong. Accidental Therapy. Forest Reiki.  {Poland.}
  3. October. Recovery.  How drama is wasting your creative resources.  Pressing breaks on my all creative projects. {Phoenix}
  4.  November. An initiation into outrageous authenticity and love, with the goddess of Truth, Durga Ma.  Awakening Women Institute – Courage to shed the borrowed clothes.  Freedom to write your own Books of spiritual path. {Oregon}
  5. November. Experiencing death. Before, during, and after. Creating a life of no regrets for your pet.
  6. December. Holiday stress – bodymind communication and rebellion.  You can grant yourself the freedom of changing your mind as many times as you want.
  7. January.  We belong to both worlds. and  Radiance Sutras. How books can change our understanding of life {Phoenix}
  8. February. Second experience of death. Stopping the world. Grief. My grief vs your grief? I won’t go there and neither should you.  Narrowing choices. Clarity.
  9. Breaking through and dissolving my limiting beliefs like no tomorrow. Self-care  {Los Angeles}
  10. Third level- becoming Reiki Master.
  11. April. Searching for enlightenment in meditation… and finding it in self care and in the Western style meditation.  The places of non-belonging. {Santa Fe}
  12. May.  Surrender. Shaktipat. New / or the oldest style of meditation.
  13.  June – the way out of depression: creativity and spirituality.

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Joanna Zajusz

My goal is to serve clients GENEROUSLY; to create a transformative, ILLUMINATING coaching journey, for women and men ready to reclaim their POWER and the POSSIBILITIES ahead. Clinical Hypnotherapist, and a Life coach with a no-nonsense approach to energy healing and deep inner work. My work is inspired by Brooke Castillo, Tony Robbins / Cloe Madanes, Caroline Myss,PhD, Margaret Moore (Institute of Coaching at McLean Hospital, an affiliate of Harvard), A Course in Miracles, Hermeticism, and Yoga. Certified Mind Body Wellness Coach, Master of Art and Education from the University of Silesia, in Poland.